freedom where art thou? April 14, 2009

I am finally done with HISTORY!

ok the revision part only…

the dreaded paper is on Wednesday…technically its just tomorrow!

in just 2.5 hours…it will be over for..for awhile at least…

dying to make it history!

 

i can’t wait for sch to end..exams to end…

actually im pretty excited about the 3 months long break!

internship at BMI…not smthg that totally new…but smthg to look forward to…

i enjoy ‘working’ more than schooling

school is sucha a bore man!

exams are much worser

all i want is to rid off those readings and books!

freedom where art thou?

Results June 5, 2008

I am done with my foot operation

madness..more painful experience that expected

i got 3 anesthetic jabs

but halfway thru e op the cyst burst

the pain that spreaded was INTENSE!

so as i was half conscious

i was screaming at the doctors

so they jab another anesthetic with higher dosage

im so glad its all over

although i tried to tolerate the pain by nt taking painkillers

but then i guess there is so much i can take it

i finally popped in some painkillers this aftn as the pain increased

must have been the walking ard in school today

dun ask me why i am in sch

i didnt wan to go too…but i had little choices

anyway jus some updates

gotten my results back

not so ideal

i have gotten straight Bs

3 B+, 2 B, 1 B-

expected some As but then it turned out to be all Bs

but still i wanna thank God for there are no Cs

the previous semester was the most hectic semester i had in 2 years

i had to juggle work, school and church

it was not an easy deal and i am proud to say i survived

although not exactly up to expectations but there is an indescribable satisfaction within me

God’s peace and joy?

hahaha…maybe!

what is more important is that i know i tried my best

and not too bad

indeed my GPA dropped but by 0.1 only

thank God for that

i still have 4 more semesters to rectify this

currently at 3.7

hoping to hit at least a decent 4.0 by the end of my 4 years in NTU

as for now

i am happy serving God and leading such a fulfilling life that is less results-oriented!

 

P.S: damn! does anyone know how to bathe skilfully with a swollen bandage at the feet?

almost there April 25, 2008

in less than 24 hours time marks the end of my 2nd year in University

how time flies

i still remember the 1st day in campus

i still remember how emo i was when i was residing in the student hostel!

oh my…im so glad those days were over

of coz these 2 years have been two of the most eventful years of my life

so many new experiences

so many crapshit that i went thru

and most importantly so many more good frens!

i thank God for putting various pple into my life

i thank God for allowing me to have e wisdom and discernment to manage my time in such a fulfilling manner

how could you ever imagine juggling a full-time undergraduate study in uni with 4 days a week spent for church commitments

yet have the time to parttttyyyyy and work part-time too

it is indeed a very fun-filled life but a little poorer time management and a lack of God’s grace wouldn’t allow for that combination!

i thank God for the many opportunities to serve Him and learn too!

all in all..i would say fulfilling time spent!

right now i need to study a bit more but im just too sian to be bothered!

time to start slacking

3 months of liberation

i hear you calling out to me since e beginning of the week!

here i come diving into your arms!

so close to being gone! April 23, 2008

woah! congratulate me on the completion of the Sci&Tech paper

in my opinion the supposedly most disastrous paper of the semester

oh my gosh my pre-conception of the disaster almost became a reality

i was happily thinking to myself that i would simply pick my topics to study for Sci&Tech

and i was intending to drop the 1st 3 lecture notes

HOW COULD I EVER DO THAT!

i forgot that the compulsory question was content taken frm that 3 lectures!

OMG! thank God that Aviel called me up to ask/nag/remind on Sat

could you imagine how freaking dead i would be if i didnt study those topics!

although the paper was exactly that easy…but i was really glad i studied the necessary!

Thank God for Your hands of protection and the spirit of wisdom

and yes thank you Aviel Sim!

growing up January 11, 2008

there is a lot i still do not understand at 21…i still have so much more of the world to see…my parents always say im still very young…but den i still think im quite old le lei…how come so many a times i still get caught in situations that shock e hell out of me…isit because i havent seen enuf of the world out there or isit because im just too sheltered?

i question a lot about my ‘sheltered’ life…but if im leading such a sheltered life den so many of my peers are in a much more pathetic state than i am! what should i say…or rather innocence is really bliss….when you start to know so many things…you somehow realize that you dunno so much more…this is the sad paradox of life…

well..on a happier note…im looking forward to my advance keyboard class tmr mrng! kinda excited since e week began…hoping that this time i will be more encouraged to start working harder on my melody…i so much wanna be able to play it but everytime i start trying i dun feel very encouraged by e progress im making…hence i dun really wanna continue trying…but what i really hope to gain after 3 mths of advance class would be the ability to get my melody right! so jiayous to myself…

on e 2nd note…sch has started…very lethargic week i wld say…kinda still in the holiday mood…not really interested in attending sch…coupled wif the freaking far distance and super short lessons in week 1…but im a good girl…i attended every lecture! so proud of myself….praying for a more discipline and less dramatic semester this time…i really wanna settle down and study properly…hopefully i dun get too distracted by the zillion things revolving around me…

well well…thats about it…its time to get back to the madness practice for youth worship songs tmr…im simply feeling e anxiety building up…