sometimes it is the little things in life that makes a big difference
Thank you PD for your small little gesture of a big hug….it made me realize how real Yahweh really is…
Just when I tot all is lost…God you made and will continue to make a big difference…
Hang on there Racheal….dun give up…just grow up!
This is kind of a sad song
Read between the lines
‘..it’s not so bad..you’re only the best I ever had..’
oh my..emo la..but its called emo-therapy!
i kinda feel that nostalgia recharges me faster than anything else these days
are these signs of ‘growing up’? or rather growing old…duh!
wells whatever..what’s more impt than
THIS!!!
resolution of 2009: to grow spiritually stronger and bolder (amen!)
but still…here’s the song for you folks..
The Best I Ever Had
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now
[Chorus]
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
[Chorus]
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted
[Chorus]
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
This is the result of having 11 freaking essays to write
I am so glad that I managed to discipline myself and really keep my butt sticking to the chair to WRITE ESSAYS!
Gosh even these 2 words are giving me withdrawal syndromes!
WHAT AN INSANE SEMESTER!
argh..i want to go out and watch movie, eat, slack, shop, swim, chill, do everythin except write essays!
For a lot of reasons…it seems that i have a lot of angst within
why?
why must i always be faced with perplexing situations?
did i ask for it or is it because this is simply how our world functions?
no matter how much you say that you do not want to get affected by things gg on ard you
you will still be influences/affected by it to a certain extent
the question here is how not to get affected..but rather how much shld we allow ourselves to be affected
the more one wants to be ‘immuned’..the more one will realize how much he is being subjected to the power of influence
i have had a random thought today
what is the meaning of maturity?
recently i realized that a lot of things/unhappiness/madness have happened and it boils down a lot to my maturity in handling these situations
i suspected that i was kinda immature in handling these situations which got myself pretty upset..as well as the pple ard me
i questioned myself on why did i act this way?
was such a behaviour uncalled for?
then i came to think again…what constitutes the notion of ‘maturity’?
does behaving in the way you are EXPECTED by society means that you are being ‘mature’?
and again…who gets to say whether what you are doing is a mature act or not?
your parents or elders who are deemed as ‘mature’ pple?
have you ever wondered that they are also who they are coz society made them that way
the art of conform-ism…
well i guess after some internal debates…i kinda figure out that i rather subscribe to the notions of humility and respect…
many times we mix respect for obedience
it is coz i respect you that is why i obey you
my my…how wrong that sounds to me!
anyway i came to a conclusion…
in everything i do…i will humble myself and respect the other parties first before taking any action
i will want to take other’s feelings into consideration before i act (even tho a lot of times other do not take my feelings into consideration..it is ok!)
it is impt to me about how the pple ard me feel and subsequently get affected by my decisions and actions
yes a lot of times i err…and seriously throwing everything aside
and acting irresponsibly could be so much easier
saying things like, “i dun care” would really liberate me much more
but i guess that wouldnt develop my character much
it is coz i value these relationships and hence i am willing to take a step back
all in all…i hope that it is thru sincerity and example that i get to make a positive impact on the lives of others
i dunno how you see it…
but honestly it simply irks me to see how pple not practice what they preach
but wells…higher expectations…higher disappointments
once again…never pin your hopes on mankind
i have to learn the art of detachment man!
It is not the sorry that matters anymore
It is no longer whose mistake that concerns me anymore
It is no longer how you can remedy the problem that matters at all
It is just that i had enough
There is just something that is not right
and i dunno what!
I just know that things will no longer remain at status quo
and because you do not do anything about it
i will do something about it
if Good Bye is e solution…why must a good bye come with so many buggages?
so how good is really a bye?
what really matters and what do not?
and so is it really the time or nt?
P.S.: Dear God..I have never felt like i am in a worser state than now!
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can’t believe the hopes He’s granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we’ll keep you close as always
It won’t even seem you’ve gone
‘Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
Chorus:
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord’s the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
‘Cause the welcome will not end
Though it’s hard to let you go
In the Father’s hands we know
That a lifetime’s not too long to live as friends.
With the faith and love God’s given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you’ll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we’ll keep you close as always
It won’t even seem you’ve gone
‘Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
Chorus
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord’s the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
‘Cause the welcome will not end
Though it’s hard to let you go
In the Father’s hands we know
That a lifetime’s not too long to live as friends.
I chanced upon this song on the radio tonight…
i really adore the lyrics…they are so meaningful
it brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes after listening to it
i thought it would really be cool to share!
i know i know….
EMO racheal!
but what to do…the ‘feeler’ type of pple are like that!
they like to sit ard and listen and read emo stuff and get emo-fied!
yar right!
i just wanna say to all my friends!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
i dun wanna like wait until you all die alrdy den sayor sing this song at your funeral!
that is really tragic!
so to all my frens once again!
I LOVE YOU!
muacks! wahahahahahahaha
